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Journal Entry: Wed Feb 13, 2013, 6:02 PM
I was meant to write this a few days ago, but I forgot. And now I just remembered at half one in the morning. Oh well, I might aswell type this up now because I will probably forget in the morning.

I am not sure how many people know, but if I did tell you, then at the time, I had no idea what I was feeling, so I just took a small confusing thought, and made it bigger than it actually was. Now that I have managed to think about various aspects of that thought, I have come to the conclusion of what I really feel, rather than just rushing into something like this.

Before I forget to say, this is that thing I said a while ago, that I needed to speak to people irl about. I have done that and everything is good.

Actually, I have two things to say. One of these things will most likely change, due to the fact that I have some basic feelings, but those need work in order for them to work with me.

Before I try and delay myself, I'll just tell you.

I'm bisexual.

(I have tried to type a follow-up sentence. But I really have no idea what to say, that makes sense. So I will just go onto my second feeling/thought)

I want to become androgynous. That said, I really have no idea what gender identity will fit me. I know I am a guy, but I dont feel like this fits me 100%. I probably won't go as far as to swap genders, because I don't feel like the opposite sex. So staying around the middle would probably fit me.

It will also be a varied thing, as some days I look at myself in the mirror and see myself in a very feminine way, and other times I just see myself as a guy, with a slight feminine feel. (I just realised the iPad is auto-correcting "feminine" into "feline", if you notice myself being referred to as a cat. My apologies.)

So yeah, I dont really have that much to say about my sexuality. Mainly because I have never dated a guy, so I can't really give too much info on my feeling on that. But I have had thought about dating guys, and I feel like it would feel right. But like the gender thing, it varies day to day.

I really don't know how to conclude this, mainly because I am tired, and I feel like my tiredness will taint this journal entry with weird shit.


P.S. Winter (not me, but the other guy) I have just rebooted my PC, and I am hoping to start running steam again. Also, could I have a link to the team joker site? I seem to have misplaced the link, and I feel like the site should work now.

P.P.S, due to this whole coming about business and me finally accepting who I am for the most part, the depression shit had mostly gone away. But I was hit with some very interesting feelings recently. I'll explain tomorrow...probably.

  • Listening to: AKB48
  • Drinking: Liquid.

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pazlowq Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2014   Traditional Artist
Happy Birthday!
Torimoko420 Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
winter omg why did you send poop omg
Wint3r-S Featured By Owner Nov 10, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
ohthatandy Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2012
!!!!! Did you send me 3 more months of premium membership? I don't even know what to say! Why are you so awesome??
Wint3r-S Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Err...No. I didnt send more PM.
But apparently I have.
Something is...strange. I`m not saying it was you.
Just checked my billing info. And its not there.

If I could remove it from you to get my money back. I wouldnt. Ever. Do anything like that.
Something very strange is going on here.

Anyone got any ideas?
ohthatandy Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2012
That's pretty weird! I had a hunch that it was all an accident though, because I never did anything to make you or anyone else give me 3 more months of membership. I wouldn't even be mad if you could do something to revoke it and get your money back; If you ever actually did spend any money by some satanic auto billing thing. But I don't think that would work with gifts.... so maybe it was just some anonymous person, but your name carried over??

What is this witchcraft??
Wint3r-S Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Maybe, the month PM I sent you hasnt run out.
And some Anon guy sent you 3 months.
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AtomicVortex Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2012
Hi there! I saw on UKOfEquestria you said you live in Eastbourne. Just to make sure you get the message, wanna meet up sometime? :D
TheRomanCat2701 Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012
The miles winter you can't escape the miles.
Torimoko420 Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
pls give me points
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